Suicidal

mine

My eyes are closed but I’m awake
My heart is breaking but I’m not crying
I have you yet you are not mine
I see you but you’re not really here
I am alive, yet I wish not to be
There’s no point to my existence
Our love was special but wasn’t right
Our lives connected yet we’re apart
I am alive but see no point
1...2...3...4...25...32...40...
40 pills will make it easy
40 pills, it will be over
1…2...3…4…25…32…40
40 pills down the drain
I’m depressed but not crazy
I want you back but not your pity
My eyes are closed but my mind is finally open
I am strong and I’ll keep going
With or without you